I'm going to try something different with this post.
So today I had a bit of a personal break-through that I wanted to share with you all.
I was going through my early morning routine of checking out my favorite blogs to jump-start my day, and came across this brilliant little quote that I read over at
Fairy Tales Are True.
The quote reads
"You know all of those things you've always wanted to do?
Go and DO THEM."
It really got me thinking.
There have been so many wasted years that I spent holding myself back,
because its true;
You are your own worst enemy.
I didn't always make the best choices (I've gotten better, but I sometimes am too impulsive for my own good),
and I have spent so long just hating myself for the areas in which I messed up,
that I pushed everyone away and now I'm sitting here without anyone except my children and husband (who are the most important people and I love them beyond words can say),
and I hate that I have closed myself off to the majority of the world.
All because I am ashamed and held back by who I used to be.
Well, who I AM is amazing, and I should run with it.
I am unique, weird, silly, and quirky.
I realize all of those things certify me as either eccentric or insane,
but I'll take it.
I can't change my past decisions,
because they have made me who I am.
They have helped me become a great mother.
And I am a great one,
even if I am horribly messy, ridiculously disorganized,
and forgetful.
I am fun, I am so loving its almost smothering, and even if I was perfect;
there is a good chance my kids would end up in therapy anyway.
So...
that brings me to this blog.
I realize that to many (and my mother),
that writing about clothing, jewelry, hair, SHOES, etc.,
may seem a bit materialistic, vain, superficial,
whatever.
I don't write this to make people feel like they are less than amazing for not having those perfect shoes,
or that they are inferior because they wear "mom" jeans..
(although, I CAN help you with that),
I write this because I love it.
I love to write, and be weird, and share the fact that I ADORE fashion, and beauty,
and being a girl.
And that is why I share this crazy, weird, awkward blog with you all.
It is therapy, for me, and for my kids so that I don't go crazy.
And as far as waiting to do those things I have always wanted?
It may be the 3 cans of Diet Coke I drank in the last hour,
BUT...
I don't want to wait anymore.
My life is too short, and too fragile,
to wait.
And I don't want to set that example for my kids.
If you want something, go for it.
Don't wait for someone to tell you its okay,
or for the timing to be right.
Just do it.
(Hi Nike lawsuit!)
Seriously,
as a great man (okay, an imaginary character created on LOST) once said,
"Don't tell me what I can't do".
And seriously,
don't let anyone tell you what you cannot do.
XOXO,
Cat